Motuphi never wanted anyone to know the identity of his guitar goddess. He stated that it'd just cause people to want to defile her, subjugate her and poison her mind against him if they knew that he loved her, because it's what happened with all of the other relationships he developed with women that he claims he didn't really love by comparison.
But if he kills himself in protest to the illegal ruling by the dishonorable judge in Grayling that gave rogue collections agents the upper hand against him in collection of a debt to Capital One credit card agency that he does not owe, then his goddess' identity goes forth and everyone will know who she was.